Thursday, August 27, 2009

Life @ SCMS-COCHIN.....

I have stepped into a new life after graduation i.e. at SCMS-COCHIN. missing BSSS badly at the same time...a new turn in my life...with lots of test, assignments,personality development classes,guest lectures,seminars etc. learnt a lot but still i m very far from knowledge....i m loving my life wid bz schedules and first time sleeping at lectures :D :D :( some of the professors have such a sweet voice that i feel like they are singing for me :) in some lectures professors are so nice that when they know students are getting bored they crack amazing jokes....


Tuesdays with Morrie made me remember all my teachers i had in my life....the role they played personally and professionally to built me was amazing....i love the professional life here i have but at the same time i miss love poured over me by my faculties the places i was....i m in a crowd were i need to grab the opportunity of my life....a crowd were i need to built myself in the best way i can...missing precious moments of my life to be back in a more beautiful way...i m loving being myself :) :) :)

Thursday, February 26, 2009

Wonderland..

Missing my childhood badly....a wish to sit near my grandma n talking to her for long...playing with my brother going out with him and trying out new dishes :) specially maggi :) i miss those days when mom used to run behind me with food...it were the most beautiful days in my life when i had lot of friends playing together and celebrating birthday parties and picnics :) it was fun going to my school twice a day...first coz Sisters loved me a lot and they gave me pure cow's milk from the convent jst for me for a couple of years...and second to attend classes...

Now remembering my childhood i miss each and every moment of it which i havnt had for some years....waiting for my friends on my way to school...calling each and evryone by their names at their home... :) and going altogether was really a great fun...playing cricket or just waiting for a reason to play any sort of game together was just our aim :) today many of ours aim is to work n to fulfill our basic needs...actually we can call it much more than basic needs like earning to buy a new luxury car or to satisfy ego....it was a time when we never had a control on our fun..but today i m supposed to control it :) there were days when i tried counting stars on the sky...still love them :) shared all the secrets with the beautiful moon n cool mindedly i solved many issues...going for a long drive with dad is the loveliest...thinking and dreaming big is where my mind really loves to work n many times really very big thinking :D as you know we dont need to pay taxes for Dreams :) :) :) bt yaa trying hard to fulfill it :)

There was a time when i used to scribble on my notebooks at class n always tried to make a new modern art :P n now it seems as if different colours have painted my life beautifully with peoples....there were happiness, sadness, pagalpanti n all together bt today few things are missing.....there was a time when i used to bring all different kinds of insects for pets but my mom never liked it coz i used to be friendly wid them n it was dangerous for me :D

i wish i can do all this again...and dat would be hopefully in a wonderland where dreams are never unfulfilled :) n will celebrate at wonderland........

Friday, February 20, 2009

Happy happy...

Now being grown up ( feel like) i need not to cry on any stupid things which can again come in life...feeling as if life is playing a game with me or am i trying to play with it!!! strange bt yaa today when i m unable to see my future according to my plans i m feeling sad as well as happy...sad coz its nt according to my plan and happy because God is planning sumthng new for me...waiting for that surprise eagerly....i knw God is trying to make me strong coz i was very weak...he wana tell me the value of tears which i shud nt waste :)

Day by day i m learning new things...different kinds of people with different nature...seems as if i need 2 learn a lot or as if i havnt learned anythng...all my days being unable to do what i need to do...all my night unable to dream what i m supposed to dream...dreaming the same evry nite from last six years is very strange...shud i concentrate on this or shud i leave this??

Bt still i m happy..i remember all my dreams :) i hav got a good memory :) i need not to cry...coz i hav the ability to make others smile n also feeling happy happy....Life is a new lesson for me..each n everyday n its every moment...sumtimes feeling cozy n sumtimes nt...its been a little long time i m away from my home...feeling as if to stay there for some years which is nt possible coz its a rural place and it will nt help me much in my educational development....feeling tired of learning so much and also eager to learn a lot....Bt still Happy happy.....and will be always... :) :) :)

Monday, February 16, 2009

First Impression....

"The eye of a human being is a microscope, which makes the world seem bigger than it really is.." Khalil Gibran..



Its been a long time i havnt written a blog...i wasnt really busy..but yaa i forgot my wordpress id n password :P bt i still managed to get it anyhow..when i got..jst one blog was published and other were saved :D i tried to do something of it bt my friend suggested me for blogspot :) so i m here wid a new blog...



FIRST IMPRESSION...many of us really makes first impression the last one for others...bt when it comes you try to make urself so nice that your first impression is so good...one of my frnd wrote in his blog that he met a beggar who was nt actually asking him for money or food n was staring at him while he was eating.. but he realized India is like this way....and the same day eve i went to the market and a small kid may b around 7 r 8 years old came to me and was imitating as if he is a dumb..i stared at him..suddenly he started singing and dancing :O this scene made me remember of two movies...slumdog millionaire n traffic signal...and guess what was the boy singing..."Jai hoooo Jai hooo...." song of slumdog millionaire :) i realized my INDIA...21st century India...

Many a times we feel as if first impression of a person lasts forever...but i never feel this...i have met so many persons in my life having many kinds of impressions :P its never the same...as what Khalil Gibran said in the above lines....do we really need to have a word called impression in our dictionary just to judge them they are best or not by their looks or dressing sense blah blah blah...many of us feel Mahatma Gandhi as a great person by his valuable quotes..like " A customer is the most important visitor on our premises. He is not dependent on us. We are dependent on him. He is not an interruption in our work. He is the purpose of it. He is not a part of it. We are not doing any favour by serving him. He is doing us a favour by giving us an opportunity to do so" in India we can see this posters in government offices and also in private ....but how many of us have realized his most beautiful quote.....SIMPLE LIVING HIGH THINKING.....We call him a great man...what does he used to wear??? charagh din shirts or khadder dhotis..or fab india...

Many of us do this...looking for a brand...like Mr. Vijay Mallaya...who recruits his officers in a different style...guys being selected on their shirt buttons and gals being selected on the basis of jewellery they are wearing...Do this really matters in life??? or should we go for talent?? or should we go for good employees who can work lot with a minimum package they are worth of....Why Indians being so intelligent love to work for foreign companies and earn a lot...and would never like to work for smaller companies in India where they get a good designation but just less package??? Is this what we call brain drain....We are in a developing country...still we say "India mein bohot kuch baaki hai..."

Once i met an old couple in train...they were looking very simple...uncle was wearing a jacket and aunty just a simple saree...but as usual i never go for a sophisticated first impression...we started talking....and then he told me about his qualifications and aunty's qualification...i was impressed coz dey were working in a highly reputable post and were very simple...and told me about their two sons who were iitians...and how they all enjoyed their life...instead of going abroad with lots of show off!!!

Now realize...whr r u?? and what do you contribute to ur life....it is always true.."Human wants are unlimited.." but what are your limitations upto....Maslow's theory!!! or much more than that....


"To understand the heart and mind of a person, look not at what he has already achieved, but at what he aspires to..." Khalil Gibran.